Mar 24, 2016

WTF!ME (What The Fool! Me)

WTF (What The Fool!) ME! –Introduction- What do I do in this city? What am I supposed to do when everything here feel so blur? Everything seems like nothing, I feel like I’m just a tiny dust in the swimming pool. Can you imagine that? How can dust appears in the middle of the pool? I guess it never happens in this world, but this is what I feel right now. Nobodys around me, feels like I’m dying. Till when I’m going to end all of this shit. I was so fucked up, it never ends up to now. Oh hey, I don’t wanna to take all of this story in dumb way, sometimes serious is also not too bad idea. Every stories started with some kinds of wise words, while me? I just started with my fool words. Don’t ever think that I’m smart in faced every single problems. I’m not smart, I don’t like other who always start everything with thinking it so serious. I just don’t know what the fuck am I? Why God create a fool person just like me, what for He created me only just to make me so suffer with the love story. Neyo said “so sick of love songs” but every singers started to create a new wonderful love song. It means nothing wrong with love song otherwise people also really like it. For me, love song is just like as dumb as me because I can’t feel it in the reality. In this way, I really don’t give a shit with love song, either the love story. But me? I had it, more than a thousands I guess. Huh, love is also the core to live alive, without love everything can be nothing, dying like me. You can call me as a death body who walk in the crowded city. Who cares with the death body, unless she will never hit or bite you. That is me! Totally me, no more except me! Talk about my love story, I never had a good love story. That is why I want to tell you the reality that can make me so desperate. Wanna know? How can I solve it? What, Where, When, Why and How can answer all of this desperate. Lets take a look what I did that cause of my desperate. Lets go to the first chapter of my What The Fool love story.